It is really wierd how sometimes you just can't express what you want to say into words. Everything just seems to break off into random lines, questions, remarks whenever you try to organize that train of thoughts that surfaces in your mind. Everything seems so clear, but it just seems almost impossible for me to express it in any logical or politically correct way. I really need to pick myself up off my knees...
Well it is quite glad to know that there is one week of elearning, which actually means one more week for me to prepare for whatever is coming up in term 3. Council, CCA, and other committements. Well, when MSG isnt really the most important thing in life, it still(somehow) play a big part in defining what happens to you after each year. Oh well, it means that i will have to improve my MSG one way or another.
Coming to think of it, time really flies. It is more than 3 weeks past SLC and i still feel like it is yesterday that SLC just ended. 4 months of planning for the 4 most meaningful days in my secondary school life... maybe even in my whole life. It is really quite retarded of me to say this after SLC has passed for so long. But, what is there to follow after SLC. As term 3 starts, what is there to look forward to after a barrage of lessons and homework. No more GMs, no more concept meetings, no more SLC... When there was SLC, a new day meant something new to work towards or to accomplish. Now that it is gone, it just seems so hard, so impossible for me to find a lasting goal for myself to work towards. ):
At the end of it all, i find myself getting more random with so much random stuff being stuffed into one blog post. Whatever it is, it is time for me to settle myself down and move on with life...
